That I act different towards people and that I do change my mood alot lately, but aren't I human too...
Can't I make mistakes as well? :c

It saddens me how some people treat me much differently, because I'm alittle plumper then the rest of the size 0's. Who honestly wants to be size 0 when everyone else is.
Or because I draw different/not as great or say much more needier/randomer things sometimes. But I defaintly try to give back as much as I take.
I really can't stand the way people, will act as my friend just because I'll listen to their sally sob story at the moment and then drop me completely as a friend till their next dramatic episode starts. Its rather irritating and causes my tears alot.
And my art, I've felt really crapped out because of the way people will treat me and my art. I feel so just used.. =[

But.. When someone that I care about, hurts me like I was today.. .You just can't get over that. It makes you just wanna cry and then die..But I won't. Unfortuanetly. I made a promise to myself that I'd try not to talk about how bad and how much I wanna end my life because when i'm actually rational, I think of how stupid I was to even think that and then alot more problems come because I just feel so stupid. I made that promise because I'm talking with my friend again. Not alot, just a few hello's and how are yous? And just random things. But I still feel really bad for what he said. Things will defantly never be the same. :C

Anyways, today was kind of a lonely day. I didn't have my tablet cause it was with my sister and I really feel alone without it. So I did a sketch [love sketch] while I was on a thinking moment, and now I just wanna rip it up =[

I'm feeling down, can you tell? Or the better question...Do you care?



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